It’s such a weird feeling to be so much a part of something and yet really have no part at all. I know that doesn’t make any sense, but if there is someone out there feeling the same way they will know exactly what I mean. It’s the feeling of sitting on the outside looking in. You’re there and everyone knows you are, but it doesn’t matter. Everyone is moving along in life and it just feels like you’re sitting on the bench outside staring into the window of everyone else’s life.